That must be really really tough I'm so sorry. I go through the same thing.. my parents argue a lot and they get into screaming fights and it makes me feel ignored and frankly like shit. I wish I was there so I could give you a hug and tell you its alright. Yes, music helps a lot for me, I also distract myself by watching TikToks and chatting to friends or watching movies (in incognito, #strictparentlife XD).
I don't think your parents dont love you, they're probably both going through equally hard times and are taking it out on each other, blissfully unaware its affecting you.
Hang in there and I hope you feel better ❤️