Hi @Lemon_Dolphin
Thank you for sharing, it sounds like a difficult situation for you and I empathise with you.
It's not a nice feeling to have to let someone go and move on, it can be extremely difficult so I understand how you feel. There have been many times in my life where I have had to let someone close to me go and in the end, it turned out to be not as bad as I thought because you can always meet new people in life. May I ask, do you have other people you can talk to about things that you feel comfortable with?
You say you're scared of forgetting, you don't necessarily have to forget, you can keep the memories and always look back on photos to relive the memory, however, if you plan to move on I understand that it would be difficult to do that. Sometimes moving on may be for the better though, and as Ioona mentioned, time heals all wounds, so these feelings that you feel are just temporary they won't last forever.
Not sure if this advice is helpful but just wanted to share my input 🙂
