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Hey @angriest_star 

Not being able to provide genuine reaction is difficult. For me, I can care and like people to a certain extent, but I don’t feel anything towards them. It just feels like there are strangers around me no matter how well I know people. I feel like I’m constantly lying to everyone who is close to me. It’s something that I feel guilty about and makes me question if I deserve any of the relationship I have. What I’ve decided is you can’t choose how you feel. However, you do get to choose in how you treat others and the amount of value you place in others. You have chosen to care enough to worry about how your friends feel and have tried to give them what you believe they deserve. You are nowhere near a bad person, you’re an excellent friend.