Hey @Gribston
It sounds like you are going through a lot right now! Firstly, I want to say thankyou so much for sharing this, it’s amazing you are seeking support for this difficult situation.
Firstly, you are absolutely not crazy or insane, people creating ‘characters’ or people they can connect with that ‘aren’t real’ is not as uncommon as you may think. Sometimes though it can be sign that you may be struggling with a few things and could benefit from some support. Places such as headspace can provide amazing 1 on 1 support to help you work through this situation.
It seems like Christopher supports you a lot during every day life and you feel like you can count on him. What happens when Christopher is angry?
Are your parents aware you have had visions before? If so how did they react? Have you had a think about how you would share this with your parents?
I am so glad you have come to this safe space to share your story, I hope you to hear back from you to hear how you are doing.
