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I’m generally so scared for this one courses results from uni. I finished the exam feeling confident, later to find out that half my answers were wrong I’d assume as my smart friend in that course said their answers which were far off mine. I can’t fail this course because that would mean I would have to restart my entire degree next year, which leads me to my next point. If I fail, my job may fire me as I’m hired as a uni student who continues their field of study and gets work experience, and also I already have so much pressure from relatives and my own family to do well. I’m scared what will happen to me, I just want to move away but have no money. I really just want to move somewhere far away and never see anyone ever again. I’ve started looking at other unis and whether they are taking enrolments for semester 2 and I’m considering moving there or doing online in a health degree, I really need help. I really don’t want to fail this course because then my life would be affected and I may become depressed. I have no clue what to do anymore, sometimes I just wish I didn’t exist, just so that my parents wouldn’t have a dumb kid. And so none of the relatives would make fun of them if I failed, even worse my reputation with relatives would be bad and I’d be looked down upon. I really don’t know what I would do with my life if I failed but all I can think of is how I’d tell my parents because I can’t let them down. My other option is just telling them that I passed but I want to move to another uni or transfer degrees? But then again my job would be gone and I already am struggling to make money. I have barely anything saved in my account and live with parents. I just want to move somewhere far away and never seen again.