not everyone plays/watches Nintendo content but Etika is a wake-up call that mental health is not a joke, I love this community because I can vent here with no consequences but I don't feel this vibe when in the real world.
i never respond effectively to "how are you" cos i generally get asked that on the spot so it doesn't always think its appropriate to address something personal like the pressure i face. at the moment i feel like the pressure is coming from my ego and my tutor, neither of which are beneficial to my wellbeing.
i feel like my mental health is a lost cause, i know the fundamentals but i don't want to apply them because i don't feel like its worthwhile (and also the delayed gratification).
