Hey there @Bean99
It's understandable to feel that there is no control over whats happening in our lives, and that everything is going wrong. Especially when you feel that everything is going wrong in your life, that it makes you feel tired and exhuasted. Which would lead you to think negatively.
Is there anyone that you trust to talk about your situation such as a GP, friend, or a school counsellor? And if not, would you want to talk about it here?
Hopefully this can help you.
