Hello @Cup ,
It sounds like you are currently going through a lot with your family, and I cannot imagine how difficult this must be to process. I am so glad you reached out to share your experience, this is such a brave and strong step to do!
I really empathise with the part in which you are feeling tired of everything and your self-esteem is being compromised. Sometimes when we are experiencing difficult and distressing situations, it can impact on how we feel, both physically and emotionally. I think it is important to recognise in this case, that you are not a reflection of your surroundings. Easier said than done, but try to not let your situation make you question your self-worth and outlook on life.
Everyone here is ready to support you, and you are certainly not unwelcome. Please reach out if you need anything further 🌹
