Thanks @LittlePisces ,
I appreciate your kind words and reassurance.
I am very fortunate that I do have a good support system and friends by my side that support my decisions.
My best mate has seen this relationship from the start and completely understands the boat I'm in as he saw it first hand.
I guess I wanted to make this post as a way to vent and feel less like the bad guy that I do feel right now.
Out of a moment of anger and frustration he told me he's done, let's just say I've given him what he wished for.
I decided to block his contact since he repeatedly messaged me after I kindly asked him to leave me alone and provide me with personal space.
I'm okay and doing what I can be level headed 💖
So grateful for your kind words.
