whenever i go to sleep i hope i wake up the next day feeling energised except that is literally NEVER the case
while not formally diagnosed i think i have Atychiphobia which i think is which makes me really hate year 12. fear of failure aside i just have absolutely no motivation to do what i used to like doing, I've become more unwilling to go out cos its cold and I'm more money conscious
i feel like the benefits of studying elsewhere does not outweigh the inconvenience, lack of comfort and risk of poor weather. not being able to feel stress would be a miracle for me, i never feel just a little bit of stress in which its beneficial its always way too much. i feel like I'm surrounded by those who don't want to help themselves both on social media and at school and its progressively making me not want to help myself
