Hiya @Trying_mybest,
Thank you for sharing your story. It sounds like you’ve been through a lot, and it’s completely understandable to have doubts and feel the way you do.
Long-distance relationships are challenging, especially when there’s limited communication and significant obstacles like the ones you’ve described. It’s clear that you’ve put a lot of effort into this relationship and have been very patient and supportive of your boyfriend’s situation.
It’s not awful to feel the way you do. You have valid concerns about the lack of communication and effort from his side. Relationships require mutual effort and commitment, and it’s fair to want more from your partner, especially after investing so much time and emotional energy.
Your feelings of exhaustion and doubt are valid. It’s important to take care of yourself and consider what you need in a relationship to feel happy and fulfilled. You deserve a partner who is as invested and willing to put in the effort as you are.
It might be helpful to have an honest conversation with him about how you’re feeling and what you need moving forward. If things don’t change, it’s okay to prioritise your own well-being and make decisions that are best for you.
You’re not the bad guy for wanting a relationship that makes you feel valued and loved. Take care of yourself, and remember that your feelings and needs are important💕
