hi @XxfrankiexX
I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, I can see how much this is affecting you. It sounds like you care a lot about your boyfriend, it's understandable that having to spend time apart is really tough on you. Have you explored ways of staying connected while being physically apart? Like planning virtual dates or gaming together?
I kind of felt the same way being in my last relationship during lockdown, I really struggled dealing with the emotions that came with not being able to see him. Something that really helped me was reconnecting with some of my old hobbies and finding new ones. I made an effort to do something I loved everyday, even if it was something small like taking a walk outside. It made me feel a sense of purpose outside of the relationship.
Take care + keep reaching out for support. Things will get better 🌻
