Hey @Forest_falcon !
I didn't see your previous post, but it sounds like you've been going through a lot recently. This all sounds pretty upsetting and confusing and I really feel for you. I think that it's so understandable that you would be having lots of conflicting thoughts about all of this, especially given that you care for this person very much.
I think that @Green_Ghost has really hit the nail on the head in their reply. I get a real sense from your post that you're having lots of thoughts about what everybody else is saying. But at the end of the day, the most important thing to really consider is how you're feeling. Obviously this is someone you really still care for very much, and while you feel might strongly feel like you'd like to be in a relationship with them again, you might also like to take a little more time to heal. This said, I think it's also completely understandable that you might not be completely sure how you feel about all of this yet, and that's ok too. You're allowed to give yourself some time and space, there's no rush 🌹.
I'm wondering if you might have other friends who might be a little more impartial? If so, I always find it really helpful to talk my feelings through with people who have a bit more distance from the situation, and who can be there for you without feeling too conflicted. This could potentially be a great way to reflect a little more and sort out the way you're feeling.
Thinking of you and sending lots of care your way 💜
