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I want to thank you all for responding to this, your words have helped me. I am currently waiting on my flight out of here to go and travel some more before heading home for a while. I have been in touch with my family and best friend regularly and that has helped. I am keeping myself active and have stopped drinking so I feel better physically.
I do find myself still analysing the situation in moments and it hurts that she is doing fine with all of this whilst I'm at my lowest point. But, like you guys say, I had the best intentions with my decisions. Maybe it was better that it happened now and not years down the line. Some things aren't meant to be. Now, I can't wait to leave and put this crappy chapter of life behind me. 

Thanks again guys, I really appreciate you 🙂