It sounds like you’re really going through a lot right now, and it’s completely okay to vent. Finishing uni is a huge milestone, but it can also leave a big void, especially after being in an educational environment for so long. It’s natural to feel a mix of emotions, even if it feels more overwhelming than exciting.
Dealing with a difficult job situation on top of everything else is a heavy burden. It’s understandable that you’re feeling stuck and anxious about the job search. Changing jobs can be intimidating, but remember, it’s a chance for a fresh start. It’s okay to take your time with it, and reaching out for support during this process can really help. Keep an eye out for opportunities that excite you, and trust that the right fit will come along.
As for volunteering, it’s great that you’re putting yourself out there, even if it feels daunting. Everyone makes mistakes, and it’s part of the learning process. The important thing is your intention to support others—it shows how caring you are.
It’s also tough feeling disconnected from your partner during such a stressful time. Couples counseling can be a helpful space to navigate those feelings together. Open communication with him about how you’re feeling—your disconnection and stress—might bring you closer, even if it feels challenging right now.
Just know that it’s perfectly okay to take a step back and focus on your well-being. You’ve been holding so much in, and it’s great that you’re expressing it here. Be gentle with yourself during this time, and don’t hesitate to reach out to Lifeline or anyone else if you need support. You’re doing your best, and that’s enough.😊
