Hey @Spring_Elephant
No, what you're asking for is not much. Trust me, I'm just like you, I too am looking for love and im a rollercoaster of emotions. But one day you will find the one, and she will hold you much more than anyone else ever will. As cliche as all this sounds, focus on yourself for a bit. Set clear goals for what you want in your partner, and don't go diving into every relationship when you get the chance. It's better to avoid being hurt than being hurt entirely. There's also on 63ish days till next year, I'm sure you can last. But if you can't, try to just talk to people. Become interested in them, learn their hobbies, their likes and dislikes, and appreciate them for what they are. Most girls like emotional guys, you just have to wait for the right one.
I believe in you my man, you got this. I'm here if you want to talk. Good luck soldier
