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Hi @Hug,

Welcome back to the ReachOut Youth Community! Thank you for your courage in sharing your experience!

I can see that you're currently feeling stuck on managing how much fat weight gainer content you see. I want to acknowledge the strength you have in recognising how it has impacted you and your efforts in taking the steps to reduce how much you see this content. It's natural that it can be challenging to stop interacting with content that gives you pleasure. It also sounds scary to see that it has been affecting your health and to worry that it might affect other people's health.

You've mentioned that you've been trying to not consume the content and I'm wondering if there has been anything that you've found helpful so far?

It sounds like it's been so difficult trying to stop going back to it even though I can hear how much you want to, it can be so hard dealing with this by yourself, I'm wondering if you have much support in place trying to overcome this?

Understandably, it be difficult to have a conversation around this. If you're looking to talk to someone one-on-one, we have a free PeerChat service where you can confidentially chat to a peer worker who may have had a similar experience. Kids Helpline also has an article on pornography and how it affects us here.

I hope you're able to connect with the community we have here!