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Hi, 

I've been in a very bad patten of not being able to wake up at a normal time and are getting ready at 3 in the afternoon. I feel like this is because of a lot of reasons. First I feel like I'm very lost without my friends who left the hostel and I know the other people here are good but not willing to hang out with me in the same way. I will try to meet up with them, but it's hard to find motivation when they live so far away and it takes time, and my friends here are not as good at intiviting me. Like I always have to invite myself. Also I have another worry unrelated to this. I have been worrying about getting up and showing progress and doing stuff. I know that with my perents I never wanted to make them see my progress, and I feel like thats been brought into Australia as I'm trying to get up. Like it's nothing bad, I just don't like them enough.