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21-10-2019
01:51 AM
@Tiny_leaf if you don't mind me asking, how long do you think it's all been building up for? Have you tried giving any helplines a call?
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21-10-2019
12:17 AM
@Tiny_leaf sounds terrible. Have you tried to talk to anyone about what's been happening?
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20-10-2019
11:25 PM
If you don't want to share that's okay, don't feel pressured at all. Do you want to talk about how today was?
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20-10-2019
11:21 PM
Hey @Tiny_leaf what's going on?
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20-10-2019
05:16 PM
@Taylor-RO I am unsure why I can't but I just can't, I want to keep this separate from friends and family. I think it's being perceived different by others, I'm not quite sure. Don't want others to think I'm someone I'm not but I sorta am doing that, I don't know. I'm suprisingly not freaking out about the graduation, think I've convinced myself that it's not that big of an event. I'm sure once everything starts happening and I come to the realisation that everything is happening on the day it's going to be, yikes.
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18-10-2019
07:32 PM
Thankyou @Bre-RO and @MisoBear for you kind and understanding words. I understand everything that's been said but I just don't feel comfortable talking to my mum about it, I find it hard to get the words out in general to anyone about this sorta stuff.
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17-10-2019
09:56 PM
@TOM-RO there's no one that I can really trust, not anymore. If I try and say something to my parents they will become concerned, mostly my mum. Might call khl I really don't know at the moment.
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17-10-2019
08:37 PM
Today was so exhausting from just everything, I am so empty within. I don't think I really know who I am and I don't think anyone else knows the real me. Less than a week before I finish school, it's too much to think about. I feel like I'm stuck between moving on and holding onto everything, I feel like I can't move.
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16-10-2019
10:30 PM
I really thought I moved on, I thought I would just forget but it's never that easy is it... I really want to just know the reasoning behind it, if I've done something wrong, I don't know. I want to ask but I know I will just be ignored.
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16-10-2019
08:59 PM
1 Kudo
Hey @Jess1-RO, The techniques were pretty easy to do so it was good. Probably just use the same one I've been using prior, the naming one.
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15-10-2019
09:27 PM
1 Kudo
@Tiny_leaf that's okay, I actually searched the term in YouTube and found a couple different ones. That technique or method you suggested is the same one I've been told for panic attacks, to calm and I guess like you said ground myself.
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15-10-2019
08:50 PM
1 Kudo
@Tiny_leaf sure, I understand what they're but have no clue what's involved aha.
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15-10-2019
08:40 PM
I felt fine the whole day, but it was weird after school and I arrived home I forgot. For a short time, a couple minutes I forgot what I looked like, I forgot who I was. It was kind of scary and I'm really starting to realise how quickly everything is happening, I thought I had more time but it's basically a week until I finish school. Everything feels fake, my surroundings, myself, almost as if it were all a movie set or something, all made up, scripted, I feel like I have no control or choice.
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15-10-2019
03:24 AM
@Tiny_leaf I really don't know, movies and games probably ahah, not bad. Once I actually finish I have no idea what I'm doing, kinda scary thinking about really. Thinking about going to Tafe but I will have to get a different job, honestly don't like the one I have now but it's money I guess. Still have to get my P's which is a big yikes, everything is happening too quick aha.
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15-10-2019
03:06 AM
@Tiny_leaf There really isn't any classes that I look forward to, the course I'm doing doesn't give us choice of electives such art, media and stuff like that. Instead forced to do PE/PE studies, metal work and wood work. Completed just about everything in all my classes, literally less than two weeks ands it's done 😬
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15-10-2019
02:38 AM
@Tiny_leaf definitely have no need to apologize. It was very informative as I have completely no experience with the process or those sorts of doctors. Completely understand what you mean by your brain won't sit still, I can't help but think about school tomorrow, YAY 😒
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15-10-2019
01:56 AM
@Tiny_leaf I really do want to say I'm fine right now but I honestly don't know. Right now I'm questioning if there's anything "wrong" with me. Part of me really wants to be diagnosed by a professional to see if in fact something is wrong. The other part is telling me that nothing is wrong, I don't need to see anyone about this. I don't know if it's a way of avoiding everything, talking about. I also don't want to be miss-diagnosed or put on medication, reasons why I'm not pursuing to see anyone about it.
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15-10-2019
01:22 AM
@Tiny_leaf that's fine, I often feel that way aha.
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15-10-2019
12:31 AM
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@Tiny_leaf good to hear you're safe. Have you tried khl again? Hope you are feeling better soon and are able to get some rest. 🙂
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14-10-2019
11:25 PM
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All of this sounds terrible @Tiny_leaf, with the hospital stuff, I can't even begin to imagine how frustrating it must be. Not being able to contact khl either, yikes. How are you doing at the moment? Safe?
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14-10-2019
01:25 PM
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@ApplesRoses great topic I love this quote "You can fail at what you do But you can never fail with who you are"
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14-10-2019
10:17 AM
@Bre-RO feeling exhausted and tired still. I think it helped distract me from what was happening. I know that anyone that answers at khl is willing to help, that's their job after all. When I try to talk to anyone else there is almost always long moments of silence because I literally can't get the words out of my mouth. It's so hard for me to talk to anyone about this for me.
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14-10-2019
10:09 AM
@Tiny_leaf I hardly even remember what happened last night, it's like trying to recall a dream, very blurry, distant memory. I don't know if or how possible a webchat would be, I left the house last night to call khl so no one would over hear me. Yes "they" is the counselor that answered the phone.
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14-10-2019
02:14 AM
@Tiny_leaf I'm in bed now but going to sleep isn't going to be easy aha. Slept most of the afternoon earlier, but I feel exhausted from all that before. I can hardly remember what I was thinking before, when I was walking I was just thinking what am I doing right now, what am I doing in general with life I guess, purpose. First I called asked if the person was there they said yes and then not long afterwards said they're not available atm, they asked if they could help and I just said I don't know but it mustn't have been very loud cause they said the can't hear anyone so I hung up. I don't know if they want to talk to me
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14-10-2019
01:46 AM
@Tiny_leaf I think so idk I had my music all the way up I couldn't hear anything, I wouldn't say I'm feeling better but I'm feeling more stable I guess idk not angry. I haven't been angry, especially like that in ages, atleast a year. I'm home now don't know if they heard me leave or come back and I honestly don't care a
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14-10-2019
01:19 AM
@Tiny_leaf @I'm safe, I've been walking laps of my block for the past 45 mins trying to distract myself from everything I gues
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14-10-2019
01:00 AM
It's not that I feel unstoppable right now I just don't fear anything, I don't care if anything happens right now . I think I can do anything and I don't care about the consequences
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14-10-2019
12:52 AM
Fuck these clouds
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14-10-2019
12:51 AM
Everything is affecting me more than I thought it would or was, everything atm is a bit overwhelming. Can't talk to counselor at khl for some reason probably doesn't want to talk to me,like most people. I'm feeling numb my body at least, I'm walking small laps around this small park thing idk fuck.i feel like I can't tell anyone anything, I can't trust everything. Everyone leaves me this is fucked, I'm so confused how I feel right mixture of anger and sadness I can't decide
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