I can't stop desperately clinging to my childhood. I have been going through a lot lately, and I recently read The Little Prince. That book brought back so many memories and was so moving and profound that it just pushed me over the edge. I can't come to terms with the fact that I will never be able... read more

I feel worse than ever. 

Last year, I took a few singing lessons with a baroque soprano. I stopped because I have laryngo-pharyngeal reflux which is not going to heal. I started missing her terribly this year. I simply cannot let go of my ridiculous childhood dream of becoming an opera singer. I hav... read more