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ideasman14
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20-05-2014
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18-04-2014
06:56 PM
3 Kudos
Hey guys, thank you so much for the posts on how to help myself and forgive and move on from the past. The people in the forums are truely amazing thank you all so much. The reason i went on this online rant was a realisation along with other stresses not to mention 1 traumatic event was really not being helpful to me at the time. But i got further advice and help and think im making a steady recovery. Again thank you all so much.
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16-04-2014
11:28 PM
I just watched the movie fight club and it opened my eyes to one thing. You can imagine a person that isn't you completely destroying your life and think that its that person when really its you. Right now this has just opened my mind up to so much stuff and also has made me think about things that have happened and thats when i realise. I blamed so much on other people when really the problem was me. I've questioned other people and blamed them for my own decisions. And part of me throughout this transition remembers why am i alive? Before when i was saved by a girl who i thought turned against me was really just couldn't cope with me anymore. The reason i want to die is i think about every single terrible thing i have done, in my entire life. And some of it makes me question my very exisistence. Am i crazy?
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05-04-2014
11:05 PM
5 Kudos
Awesome responses guys. Should probably say mine, I was at a footy game a week ago with my friends. And i saw this girl kinda checking me out. So my friends were like you've been single long enough (2 months that day) you should go up and talk to her. And after probably 10 minutes at half time sweating and freaking out. I calmed myself jumped over some seats and made converation with her. This is the first stranger ive like ever talked too (btws first girl i haven't known before hand ive talked too). So yeah i just introduce myself ask questions like hows the game going. And at 3/4 time i met her beneth the stands. And i got her number and honestly the pause and the look we had on each others face i knew i should have or wanted to kiss her. But then again this was a first time so i thought id just leave it as first time i got a girls number. So yeah that was my most confident moment it was awesome after i felt so pumped. Texted her wasn't even a fake number her real number and yeah chatted a bit in the night. Added her on facebook don't talk much though its hard to make convo but its all good i feel like im back on the attack. And yeah my most confident moment this year.
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29-03-2014
08:53 PM
5 Kudos
Hi everyone Ideasman14 here.
Wanted to start up a topic along the lines of confidence. So what has been your most confident moment or most recent confident moment?
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27-03-2014
09:11 PM
thanks ill make sure to do that and yes i have a buddy system with self harm. The threat happened a long time ago im ok. And im sorry that i was so graphic in my post
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27-03-2014
03:22 PM
Alright its been a while since my last post i don't know how but my lifes been moving so fast that even now it amazes me how fast life can pass you by. I'm here to help others in there situations but right now i feel like i just need to get all these feelings out i hope you don't mind. I feel like my life is part of a song in which everything will go right and then go wrong. I wish i had a time machine so i could go back and change everything my eyes have seen. I try to put my mind on other things but it seems like other things arise cause of them. After my break up i realised my life is now better without her. Things looked on the up so i didn't bother with the greif and relayed on the postive. As this went on my ex was hurting and saw me happy while she was hurting even though shes the one who ended it. She sees me and finds out i told people we broke up. She gets mad and gets her friend to threaten to have [me seriously injured]. She meets me to talk to me about saying shit about her which i didn't just to be close to me again but i can't take her back not again. Over this time being single and ready to mingle trying to figure out who i like. I came up with 5 names and there really just friends i like. I see my friends all getting into relationships i would do that to but man after that i might hate the idea of it. Don't get me wrong though i love women but now its hard for me to put my trust in em. All it takes is one person to fail you and you feel like the majority will fail to. I'm back to myself but with less confidence in myself. My insecurities swollowed me whole and i wasn't in control. I was back to my old which looked in the mirror and didn't realise the brutal mess that is staring back. I self harmed again. Its been a while and my friend might kill me but she doesn't know not for a while. The sadness induced me and i realised how alone i was. So now its hard to even live with myself. The stress of school work trying to orgainise and be in control made me angry and i would yell. I would punch and kick anything if stuff didn't go my way. I don't know whats wrong with me. For the past few weeks ive actually missed the girl that cheated and broke up with me. I screamed out her name today and cried in the backyard surronded by trees and for the first time i cried more than to fill the seven seas. I can't talk to her though i blocked her on facebook and i refuse to text her i don't want to be that guy but i don't want to be this one.
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28-02-2014
09:02 PM
3 Kudos
My revolutionary idea
Well ive been in tramatic, bullying and worrying events. I've now learnt to basically zone out in one of those events and imagine a song i might been listening to lately. It makes the whole situation better and i can deal with the situation better. I like to call it sudden quick meditation. I find it better than freaking out or hurting someone.
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28-02-2014
05:26 PM
1 Kudo
1. Choose a season that best represents you - summer, autumn, winter or spring.
Winter i love the cold and everything about it. Was born in it die in it, it just represents me i guess i mean i do wear a lot of hoodies :)
2. How did you find Reach Out?
I was told about reachout by a number of teachers and therapists in primary school.
3. Name a band or singer we should all be listening to right now!
As a rapper i would probably say any Slim shady aka EMINEM. But 360's stuff is good too same as mine :)
4. Favourite animal in the world? (pictures welcome!)
I like cats any type of cats big or small, but my favorite cat would be the tiger which i love so much that i raised money towards conservation for.
5. What is one thing that always manages to make you smile?
Probably me performing or me singing. If not that then joking around and hanging with friends. And probably a whole bunch of youtube comedians such as RayWilliamJohnson and well more gaming but KYR SP33DY, NOBODYEPIC AND TWOAWESOMEGAMERS are funny as too.
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31-01-2014
11:16 PM
Well lets see me and my girlfriend broke up for real now. She didn't like me anymore and i accused her of cheating with a guy she hangs out with. I didn't say the nicest of things and i feel so crap right now. I don't know what to do. I have a folder of pictures of her and me together. Don't know how to deal with the break up either.
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22-01-2014
03:39 PM
1 Kudo
thanks i really appriciate it. she wants to get back together i don't know what to do.
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22-01-2014
01:07 AM
Me and my girlfriend of 5 months and 5 days broke up. All hope lost for now.
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21-01-2014
09:11 AM
3 Kudos
thanks guys i hear what your both hearing. I'm going on a small road trip today and im going to write down some of my feelings into some lyrics. I think me and my girlfriend are all good but. Im just shaken up, from the things that she said my anxiety just won't let them up. And i have a feeling they will once i put it down on paper :) thanks guys your the best of helpers :)
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21-01-2014
12:13 AM
1 Kudo
I've been on the otherside of this situation. If you're doing good than i would suggest sticking with her. I don't know as someone with both of those if my girlfriend decided i was too crazy for me than i would probably flip. But im not sure what its like on the other side. But usually if you're unhappy look at it from the big picture. If you can't see a big picture with her than you got to do what you got to do. But if i was on the otherside of that man. I would probably break down and become worse. Stick in there and try and be supportive :)
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21-01-2014
12:05 AM
use Kids help line. I've used both and eheadspace i had to book to see a counsellor. And when i do i never really get "helped" they just talk through the situation until i come up with an answer to fix my situation
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20-01-2014
11:59 PM
1 Kudo
All i've found myself in is pain. Nearly all from this one person i love. It kills me cause we both keep try to keep it up. But i think she really hates me. We had a fight before and she said alot of nasty things about me. Most of them true. And it took her 5 minutes of freaking out and 2 minutes of thinking to figure out what she said hurt and started killing me inside. I had a panic attack, i thought she was going to dump me on my ass. I don't know what to do or where to turn. Its like im in this pit and im way down at the bottem. With no one to save me or no one to help. I've started really hating myself. I can't stop it and i don't want to keep living this way. I just want to be happy and not hate myself. But how am i suppose to do that for what i have done. Maybe im just to synical to realise that people are right. And that im the bad guy :(
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19-01-2014
09:12 PM
2 Kudos
@Lex yeah sometimes things like these happen. I don't know it all turns out fine. I just need something else to occupy my time with. I don't think the person meant any harm i think they just wanted to be by themselves for the day considering i spent 10 hours with them yesterday :\
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19-01-2014
09:01 PM
1 Kudo
@Lex also im a huge fan of yours and liked your responses since last year :)
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19-01-2014
08:57 PM
thanks lex but i was just feeling neglect. Would be good to still hear your response though
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18-01-2014
10:29 PM
that sounds good and i would probably like to do that type of thing for myself and its all good i listen to one direction too :)
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