So. In two weekends time, I’m supposed to be moving in with my boyfriend, in time for our 1 year anniversary. I’m leaving my job to find a new one, my parents, the house I’ve lived in all my life. To be working more hours and moving from everything I’m familiar with, which is really hard for someone... read more

I feel numb again. I feel ugly and unimportant. I feel fat. I hate going to work, everything makes me tired. The only thing keeping me floating is my boyfriend. The nightmares are back some nights. I can't have a break from work because then I'd have to explain why. I feel not good enough. The worst... read more