Hello @Cup
Much like Bel, I am sorry to hear this. I know exactly what it's like to make a mistake in so many possible circumstances and situations. I know that feeling all too well whether it's relationships, school or personal. A mistake is a mistake and the feelings that come after are often horrible, which I am sure you know.
But I want to offer my support that the many many many mistakes I have made are probably not that far from your own. Ultimately, in the end, I was able to work through it, and I know you can too! How are you feeling now?