Hi @Blurryphaced,
I sent you an email a little while ago because we wanted to check-in with you directly, if you don't see it, it may be in your spam folder.
I'm really sorry that you are feeling so overwhelmed by everything right now. Uni is a major life change and first year is definitely stressful, especially studying anything to do with space! That is amazing! Are there any student support services available to help you with course planning and exam anxiety?
You mentioned wanting to travel, during one of your uni breaks, is there somewhere you would like to visit?
Also, just as an FYI, I've had to add a TW to your subject line to better align with our community guidelines.