All the things I’m ashamed of
i dream of suicide
i self-harm some more
i think about suicide
i go away and self-harm
i just find it so hard to stop
im out of control
i don’t know what to do
it’s hard to live
living is killing me
I'm sorry you feel this way. I've been there, it's shit
Just be aware though not to use specific methods of self harm you can find that information
in the community guidelines here.
Also I just want to ask if you are safe. Sometimes when things get overwhelming we can think about suicide, are you suicidal or currently at risk of self harm.
I hope you're ok. The verse is great but I just had to point it out for future reference. It could be worth it to read over the who guidelines.
Please take care I hope your night gets better
Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
-Icon for Hire
Like @redhead mentioned we tend to shy away from mentioning specific methods of self-harm on the forums
This is a beautifully written post though, and I can hear the pain you're in right now. Are you safe at the moment? Also thinking of you
No human being, however great or powerful, was ever so free as a fish