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Hi! It does take a big toll on me and I think about it at least once a day. I haven't found a reason except being anxious and letting my thoughts get into my head which drives me down a spiral of unhappiness. I don't really see a future with anyone except being solo or having a really close friend. I do have this crush on this dude in my year level who I always happen to be looking at even though I try not to. I'm just afraid my voice is too deep, my body is too big, my arms are too broad that he won't want to like me or have any interest in me at all