Hey @indieinsanus, thank you for creating this thread. It sounds like a lot is going on for you right now. It makes sense that the lack of full reassurance allows your fear to continue. I imagine that it would be really difficult and frightening to feel as though you are being watched and controlled. How do you feel about it and how does it impact your day to day life?
I am also wondering if you have talked to anyone in real life about this? Whether it be a professional or friends and family? ❤️