Hi there @aria_hymn
I just want to say a few things because it sounds like you haven't heard them enough.
You're allowed to eat. You're important. Singing is amazing and it's beautiful that you've found something that you love. You deserve better than how you're being treated.
What's going on is not okay, but you've made a really important step in coming here for help.
At the moment I've got time, internet access and some experience in stuff like this, so I'll do what I can to help, if that's something you'd like.
For context, I'm also autistic and I've also experienced sibling abuse.
I can talk you through some safety tips for the physical stuff, some ways to cope with the emotional/ psycological abuse and some autism-specific coping skills, which I find to be really useful. Plus I have internet access and can look up resources that could help?
Does any of that sound useful? Is there anything else you think would help?
