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Hi @Lavender_Pony I'm sorry you're having nightmares and feeling a lot of guilt about your relationship. From what you've said I really don't think it was all your fault, e.g. him being really busy and his mum not supporting you dating, and I don't think it's fair on you to take 100% of the blame/responsibility. That's completely understandable that you're feeling heartbroken though. Would you consider talking to a professional or any close friends or family about what is going on? As your friends and family know your relationship, they might be able to give another perspective that helps you come to terms and forgive yourself. Also have you considered things like journalling, exercising or doing things you love to help get those positive endorphins? I hope you're going better over the past couple of months ❤️