I imagine there is only so much that anyone could do, right @Saltwaterdreamtime? I am not saying this is true for you but it was a shit time (still has been, up until recently) and it would have been hard to feel motivated and driven to prepare yourself. If you ask me, I'd say that you did the best you could which is all anyone can do in a once in a lifetime situation.
I am sorry that people had said that to you in the past, nobody deserves to hear those words, especially a kid. I don't know your history but I remember that you have said that you have come so far since being a kid. I can hear that all of this is taking you to a low point tonight and I am worried about you. Will you be safe tonight?
