Hi @valentine033 Being able to talk openly and express how you are feeling can be a really healthy and important thing to do for ourselves sometimes, so thank you for being brave and sharing it with us here. Though, I have had to make a couple of edits to your post, just to keep it within our community guidelines.
I'm sorry to hear of your struggles with Body image, it sounds like you have been thinking about this for a while now. I was wondering if you have a trusted family member, friend, or health professional, that you might feel comfortable talking about this with?
If you feel like it, there's an article on Understanding Body Image if you would like to take a look at it. It has a couple of additional resources that might be helpful. As you have mentioned self-harming recently, I also wanted to check whether you need any medical attention right now?
We are always here for a chat if you need it 💜
