Hi @tbearbeart ,
I am so sorry to hear about how hard things are for you at the moment, what you have described sounds incredibly tough.
I was wondering if you are aware of any 'opening doors' in your area? They are what they call 'entry points' for young people who are experiecing family violence, domestic abuse or homelessness. I ask as Im wondering if it could be useful to present and explain your case just to see what options are available to you? Sometimes I have found even just knowing I have some alternatives is enough to provide a bit of relief from the stress and anxiety.
I was also wondering if you currently have any professional mental health support? It sounds like you and your parents are dealing with a lot at the moment.
Sending some support your way today, please know what you are feeling is valid and important - AS ARE YOU.