Hi @Skylarswims
Thank you for sharing. I am sorry that you feel that way about yourself - it must be lonely and upsetting to have those thoughts. If I put myself in your shoes, I would be feeling quite heart broken if I thought I was invisible and that nobody wanted to talk to me. You also have a lot on your plate, so I can imagine that things must be so difficult right now. I am wondering, is there anyone in your life who supports you? Whether that is a teacher, parents or another adult. We also have some articles on self esteem, confidence and anxiety - which you might find helpful as they have some information and strategies included in them 
Just so you know, I have sent you through an email if you don't mind responding to it when you have the chance.
