Hi @Anonymous @Courtney-RO
Just to give an update - I called the Butterfly Foundation and it was really helpful. It felt so good to finally vocalize and speak out loud about what I have been feeling lately.
I have suspected I have disordered eating for a long time, but I never wanted to believe it (especially after my experience with my sister). I feel like I'm coming more to terms with it, and accepting that I might have an unhealthy relatioinship with food.
I am going to try and find out if my psychologist has experience with eating disorders. If not, then I'll try to find someone to talk to that does.
