@DruidChild it sounds like you're going through such a tough time - I'm so sorry for the pain you're feeling, and for the lack of support you're getting from your family. 💛
I wanted to let you know we've emailed you to touch base, so please look out for that.
You have so much to deal with - I really feel for you and I wish there were easy answers.
Re: work, I guess I wanted to say that it's okay not to put pressure on yourself.
24 hours per week sounds like a lot, and it makes sense that it would feel overwhelming - if that role doesn't feel right for you right now, it's okay to give yourself time and space.
I was wondering if you've been able to connect with any professionals or services who might be able to offer you some support to explore options and talk through what you'd like for yourself? Eg. I'm wondering if the caseworkers at a service like Flourish, Twenty10 or The Gender Centre might be able to support you to look into further options if that's something that interests you.
We're also here for you - we care about you and we'd really appreciate it if you could let us know how you're going today and whether you're safe.
You talked about how you've been through times of feeling suicidal before and I'm wondering if there was anything that helped during those times that you could draw on now to stay safe?
