Hi there @Asparagus_Mammoth and welcome to the online community!
I'm so sorry to hear about how difficult things have been at home. It must be incredibly tough to feel like you can't be yourself in your own home and to feel like you aren't being listened to or respected. No one deserves to feel judged by their family or to feel forgotten by them, so I'm sorry that you're going throguh this. I hope you know that you have a place in this online community and that you're free to be yourself here 🥰
When you say you want to be yourself at home, what kinds of things don't you feel like you can do with your parents around?
It sounds like you're very keen to get out of home and to find a space that feels more comfortable and welcoming. Are you close to anyone else in your family that you could stay with from time to time for a bit of respite?
