Hey @moontune,
I'm really sorry that you are going through all of this right now, and feeling so disheartened by what has happened with this friendship. It sounds like you genuinely care about your friend, and its good to know that they are seeking help.
Give yourself some credit for acknowledging that you have things to work on as well, this shows a lot of strength and good insight on your part. If you would like to talk to someone, QLife are a really good resource that offer phone and webchat support. There is also Suicide Call Back Service which provides 24/7 counselling, not only to those that are having suicidal thoughts, but if you are worried about someone as well.
The changing dynamics of a friendship can be difficult to understand and stir-up a lot of emotions. If you're interested in having a bit of a read, the coping with changing friendships article may be a helpful starting point 💜 Is there something nice that you can do to take care of yourself over the weekend?
