Hello.. I just replied to the email from you guys.
I didn’t know what else to do because I lost the one person I usually go to when I need help…
It hurts so much that I can’t stop crying because of it.. I just want her back.. I wish I was able to have her back but I know I’ll never get to.. her mum thinks I’m the reason why her daughter is questioning her sexuality and has told both girls that I’m not allowed to hang out with my bestfriend… well I guess she’s now my ex bestfriend… we hung out together last night and her mum found out…
I mean I’ve lost friends before but honestly this time it’s worse because I’m in love with her.. and have been since I met her so it’s like I’ve lost my soulmate… my everything..💔💔
Now I’m crying again because I was trying to find a video from last night and saw the pictures I took with her… plus I’m having flashbacks from all the times we hung out together.. I just want to go numb..
I also just want to sleep but I can’t sleep because every time I try to all I end up doing is crying…
