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It sounds like you have had a lot going on with your ex bestfriend lately. That must be really hard considering how close you are. The situation with the knife sounds really confusing and upsetting. I can see why you would be feeling really worried and scared.
I am really glad that you have had some things to look forward to like soccer, making new friends and Christmas.
Just so you know, I have sent you through an email 
