Hi @Lonely_loser
I'm sorry to hear that you have been feeling overwhelmed and that there have been a lot of things going on in your life. I want to say that we are here for you and that we appreciate you opening up to us about how you have been feeling. ❤️
I'm sorry for your loss and that you didn't feel like you were able to do more for Nonna despite your wanting to. Losing family regardless of how close we may be is always a difficult time. Everyone has their own way of grieving and processing the reality of loss, and what is important to remember is that during that time, you did the best that you could in those moments.
Also, I want to point out that you should be proud of yourself for choosing to not smoke weed and sticking to it. It can be hard for a lot of people, but I think the fact that you are pushing yourself because you care about your boyfriend and your health, I think is really mature and admirable.
All the best, and we are here for you ❤️
