Hi @green_racoon
Yeah, I can relate. For me, it feels like everyone is sort of growing up and turning into proper adults without me. They’re doing all these cool things that I wish I could do like travelling and having relationships. If I’m honest I am a little envious of them. It’s not a nice feeling and they certainly didn’t do anything wrong. I try to remember that everyone is at a different stage in life so there’s no real use in comparing myself to them, but I am only able to believe it some of the time.
Do you have any friends you still feel a strong connection to? It may be nice to hang out with them and reaffirm the connection. What do you want for your future? What plans do you have?
I guess friendships change over time, just like anything really. Part of me wishes they didn’t and wants to go back to when we were in school and were hanging out every day and things were simpler. But another part is proud to see the people they become and looks forward to seeing them continue to grow. It’s bittersweet but I think I'm okay with that.
