@keroppi , hi and welcome!
Thankyou for being so vulnerable and for sharing this with us, what you've described here is something that I definitely relate to in a few different ways. It sounds like you've been having some really overwhelming feelings lately, especially around feeling lonely and burdensome.
I've been feeling a bit this way lately myself. I'm not sure how similar this is to your experience, but I've been feeling recently like it's a bit tricky for me to properly connect with and be emotionally close to the people in my life, which can start to feel really isolating and lonely after a while. You're absolutely not alone in these feelings.
I can see that there are some great suggestions here already from @Zig_RO and @Lapis_Anteater around potential professional supports and online communities that might be helpful. I'd like you to know that you are absolutely not a burden, and your feelings are not a burden either. You deserve to feel safe and loved and cared for, and you absolutely are good enough, just as you are 💗.
The RO community is here for you, I hope you find a some comfort here. You mentioned that you've got more to say, and I'm sure I speak for everyone here when I say that i'd love to read along if you'd like to post something more. Thinking of you and sending lots of good vibes your way 💗.
