today i completely broke down and went up to the counsellor. i went up just hoping to be able to calm down or figure out why im having a random break down.

the counsellor said to me “i have nothing left, i cant help you anymore, i cant try and fix things. Apologies but you’re on your own.”

and i left... read more

Hey guys,

Since most people change their dream job whilst growing up, it is quite a realisation when looking back at what you wanted to become when you were 5 compared to now.

I first wanted to be a hairdresser, then an astronaut, then a copper, at one point it was an artist but now I hope to be a Spo... read more

I don’t feel safe anymore. I feel like sooner or later I’m going to end it all. I watched a series called “Don’t call me crazy” on Netflix and its about getting treatment and help in a mental health unit.

I have been thinking that since I feel so dangerous to myself I should voluntarily admit myself... read more