About blobby

blobby · ‎20-02-2020

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx i am so glad that you've found your place as well! it feels so much better being with people who support you! i am 100% certain that you will be able to get through all this school work, it does appear to be a little tough at times, but i promise you will get through it! i believe in you! in terms of the crushes, it's so cool that he might like you back. it's never happened for me hehe hope you enjoy the rest of your night! blobby xx

blobby · ‎20-02-2020

hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx ! i know! it's been so long! i'm pretty good, just a rough couple of weeks this term. i did a post on it. i took a break in may last year to recollect myself, and it's been pretty crazy ever since! i finished at my old school and finished with my musical, and then moved to my new school! i've made so many friends and i feel like i belong in my place now. we then had musical auditions, and we're doing the same musical and i'm in the same role! so that's pretty exciting! how have you been? :)

blobby · ‎20-02-2020

everything ok @Bananatime04 ?

blobby · ‎20-02-2020

hey guys! my name is blobby! and i really want a plate of chicken wings right now. another interesting fact about myself is i am playing rizzo in grease the musical for the second time! 1. i want to meet new people so we can create an even bigger community here on RO! 2. it always helps to be confident and just go meet them and say hello! be kind, gracious and humble! works like a charm (somehow) 3. i am a little shy :) i find it a bit difficult to speak up sometimes, particularly in an environment where i don't know a lot of people. can't wait to meet some people on this thread! love blobby <3

blobby · ‎18-02-2020

thanks so much @Claire-RO i'm feeling much better and in control this afternoon :) i don't have homework today so i've taken some time for myself, just checking my phone and watching some tv shows (there is so much tea on riverdale i don't even know where to begin!) i'm so glad there are so many people on here that care so much for others. it's so nice to come back to such a welcoming environment! i noticed that there's also some helpful threads as well on here, so I'll check those out. thanks so much again! blobby <3

blobby · ‎18-02-2020

hey everyone, i haven't been on reachout for the last 8 months, i've been so busy, but now im coming back with a problem. i started year 11 a couple of weeks ago and it's been great, i've been having a great time with friends and our musical, and i feel like now i truly belong at school. but then a couple of weeks ago (i will not mention their names because it may be disrespectful - but it's been all over the news), some girls and a boy were k*lled in a car runover. two of the girls went to my school, and the boy at the school next door, and its been a terribly tragic couple of weeks. i know exactly how it feels to lose children so young, i lost a friend when i was 12 due to another accident, and i've been struggling to come to terms with that for years. i am only just starting to get back on my feet after the last few weeks. i've cried countless tears and i feel scarred. i want to feel happy and less stressed again. i'm trying but i think i need some advice. thanks everyone :)

blobby · ‎29-05-2019

hey @Esperanza67 thanks for the support. I'm not doing too bad today. It's been a bit of a miserable, my friend passed away 3 years ago today and it's been a bit difficult. I miss her a lot. None of my friends were at school because they were at some decathlon thing. i'm a bit chockas over the next couple of days, so i probably won't be on for a while. talk soon, blobby

blobby · ‎29-05-2019

@Tiny_leaf not too bad, just trying to get through the term. I'm tired and I've got a musical coming up, so that's exciting. Maybe thinking of starting up a musical fans thread. What do you think?

blobby · ‎28-05-2019

hey @Tiny_leaf , just wanted to check in and see how you are doing today?

blobby · ‎28-05-2019

I would like to be a builder, but I am not 16 until september and will be very busy until then. is there a chance that i could talk about this later on down the track? love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎28-05-2019

OMG @gina-RO you're kidding me! i'm gonna miss you so much! Thank you for everything you've done for me on these forums. You ahve helped me to become someone i'm proud of and can keep (relatively) in control. You have done so much fro these forums and we all love and will miss you so much! love and (goodbye) hugs, blobby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :(

blobby · ‎28-05-2019

hey @Taylor-RO . it's having a large impact on me, I can't think about him because he makes me feel wrong and right at the same time. his girlfriend is just a massive pain and tries to be friends with me all the time, but i hate her. i want to move schools because of all the stuff i've had to put up with from my cohort for the last four years. I'm exhausted and i struggle to keep going sometimes. i've been telling people that mum wants me to go to a girl's school. I feel so blessed and lucky i get to move to such a wonderful school, but i'm having trouble getting out of this slump. he hurts me by making comments about how i wear my makeup and do my hair, sometimes I don't want to shave my legs, so he decides to point it out. he likes to make fun of me if i make a mistake, but then he turns around and he's all huggy and like i'm his girlfriend! his girlfriend makes a lot of comments about me and my friends, saying that i've taken everything from her she "deserves" i.e my role in the musical, her place in the school band, and (possibly) her boyfriend. then she acts like i'm her bestie when she's with me. i'm so frustrated with the both of them. i can't want to just walk out and never look back its not overwhelming with all the questions, really it's helping me to get past it so i don't make a fool of myself in front of him.

blobby · ‎26-05-2019

@ecla24 it’s been so frustrating. I was at his party last night and he was all over his gf. making out and all in front of everyone. Talk about gross. wanted to throw up the entire time just looking at them. he was supposed to be interacting with his guests and his parents weren’t saying anything. what a messed up 12 hours that was. not to mention I had musical practice with him and his gf the whole day until 3. I also found out some things that his gf has said about me. she told him that I had taken things from her that she deserved, for example in chapel band being centre stage, Rizzo in the musical etc. she sounds like a dying cat when she sings! and she’s pissed off because I’m better than her (not my words - other people’s) I just want to do the musical and leave . I don’t have the emotional capability to think about him anymore. Perhaps it will be easier to say goodbye

blobby · ‎20-05-2019

@ecla34 @Tiny_leaf thank you both so much for you kind words - it means a lot :) i just don’t know how to keep it hidden and the fact that his 14 year old girlfriend is so bratty and self involved it doesn’t make it much easier. I have to find a way to keep it to myself because I am with him all the time. I am able to take a break - maybe even permanently - from this relationship because I am moving schools, and he is not happy about it. So making me feel awful about it isn’t great. I’m so glad I get to leave and start afresh :) have a good night xx

blobby · ‎19-05-2019

@Tiny_leaf I think that was @Eden1717 haha i think that climate change is a serious issue that affects the worlds ecological sustainability, and its affecting all aspects of biomes, ecosystems and biodiversity. We are running out of additional resource that we need, but by using additional resources more climate change is added. I have a geography exam tomorrow on climate change and how it affects things or otherwise I would have no idea what I am talking about lol

blobby · ‎19-05-2019

@Tiny_leaf it's always sad when there is no cheese haha i had one with an english muffin today which was really good, but I like having them with white bread as well :)

blobby · ‎19-05-2019

i feel like i'm going around in circles and can't seem to get out of this loop where he hurts me and i go back to him. it makes me seem too dependent on him and my "friends" including my own friccken family tease me about it. his gf is so annoying and i can't stand her and she just stays friends with me to keep him happy but she talks behind my back to him and he doesn't try to defend me. i want to hit something and i've been crying non-stop today because i'm realising that i can't tell him what i want to say ever because he'll tell everyone and everyone will think that i'm a stuck up heartbroken little bitch. i hate myself for this and i don't want to hurt anymore and the butterflies won't leave and the sick feeling won't leave and my head wont stop remembering and aching and my eyes won't stop crying and my heart won't stop bleeding. i feel like i'm being punched in the gut because he'll never like me.

blobby · ‎19-05-2019

i like grilled cheese sandwiches :)

blobby · ‎19-05-2019

i can't get him out of my head. he's with someone else. why does he have to dump it on me? i have to be by his side whenever he needs it. he manipulates me and controls my thoughts and feelings, and i go back to him because he's my "best friend". i can't get over him since we broke up and i'm sick of crying over him all the time when he doesn't care.

blobby · ‎12-05-2019

Thank you @Taylor-RO for that. I am moving schools for better opportunities such as my education, making proper friends, and more. I believe that my new school has plenty of that to offer! I also am playing Rizzo in my school’s production of grease, so there’s that to think about as well. Thanks for the help! love and hugs, blobby Sent from my iPhone

blobby · ‎11-05-2019

hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx i'm so sorry about your situation. Jeff is an arse. I said it. He is. Your flashbacks seem to be controlling you, and I'm sorry that they make you fell this way. Is there anyone you can talk to, such as a teacher or counselor? You seem to be going through a very rough patch. Your angel side and demon side as you call them seem to be pulling you in two different directions. I understand where you are coming from, but I haven't figured out what to do about them either. I hope things get better for you as time progresses. I'll have to talk later. I have some things I have to sort out. love and hugs, blobby

blobby · ‎10-05-2019

hey @Eden1717 I am so sorry you are feeling this way, and I truly hope things get better for you soon :) I may have a few aids to help you out. ASMR (autonomous sensory meridian response) is like a sensation you get from sounds you normally would notice, known as triggers, such as tapping, scratching and even eating. Anything you can think of, it will probably be a trigger. I don't get this sensation called "tingles", but it makes me very relaxed to get off to sleep. You can easily find it on youtube. If you'd like more info on it or who to start with, I am more than happy to help. If ASMR isn't for you, I would recommend some meditations, a bedtime story, or even the sound of waves crashing. You can find these on apps such as calm or headspace. They even provide other helpful tools such as a breathing exercise and sleep timers. Another solution would be a sleep tracker. If you track your sleep with an app such as Pillow, you can keep track of your movements during the night, any noises, and is even more reliable with an apple watch. It can keep track of your heart rate and breathing (or so I've heard). You can then take thins information to a GP or doctor and get you some further assistance if your sleeping patterns are what you say they are. My brother is an insomniac, and he takes melatonin at night to help him fall asleep. Melatonin adjusts his body "clock" to tell him when to go to sleep. In terms of your uni work, I recommend that you speak to your classmates/teacher in order to establish with them that you are falling behind. This may not seem like a good option to you, but I recommend it. They can help you find time to do your work. Maybe try organizing a time table, and setting several alarms to reinforce the idea that once you are done doing something and that timer goes off, you move on to something else. I have at least 100 alarms in my phone to tell me how my routine goes. i hope something in here maybe helped you. try and relax tonight. It's been a long day for you. I'm thinking of you :) love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎10-05-2019

hey @mspaceK I'm sorry to hear your situation at the moment. It doesn't sound very fun :(. Have you got a sleep tracker? I would recommend Pillow. You lay it donw on the mattress beside you, it records any sound you make during the night. Once you can get some information, perhaps you can see a doctor/GP and see if they can help you at all. I would also download calm. Calm has got a lovely array of stories, meditations, sounds, a sleep timer and a breathing exercise to calm you down during an anxiety attack. Doesn't really work for me, but it may work for you. I may not be much help, but I'm thinking of you love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎10-05-2019

hey everybody so I'm back at school and I feel like I'm spiralling. I've been still adjusting to the idea that this is my last term at my current school, and have been away 2 days already to sort out some things with my new school (still really excited). I have begun to tell people that I am leaving, including my two best friends Jim and Josh (@Jess1-RO @Jay-RO you know who I am talking about.) - I am being anonymous (not their real names). My friends and others who I have told have had similar reactions "I'm happy for you, but I'm sad that you're leaving." and the occasional "I hate you (they don't mean it). You're leaving me!". Jim's reaction was a little saddening. I explained the situation and told him that I went for an interview during the holidays, that they offered me a position and that I accepted. I told him that this term was my last. He looked down and refused to look at me for about 10 seconds, with what looked like tears in his eyes, but then we hugged it out and it was ok. Now there was another hill that I had to pass - talking to my ex (before Jim). We will call him Brent. Brent and i were in a "relationship" for somewhat 9 months when I was about to turn 11. He was too full-on for being an 11 year old, and I became friends with Jim because he was a distraction for all that that was going on with Brent. It was too much, and Jim's friendship was more my speed. I actually had no intention of dating Jim. It sort of just happened. So I walked up to Brent and asked if I could talk to him, where his friends all started laughing. I was just thinking "ok, this is normal - you expected this reaction." So I explained to him that it was my last term, and I apologised for everything that happened (even though it was 3 years ago and we were barely out of the womb). He kept trying to essentially shut me down with "don't worry it's fine. It was year's ago. I'm over it" and saying it again and again and again. I reckon he would have had a better reaction if he was alone, rather than with all his friends egging him on. I said goodbye and I left. I have no intention of speaking to him again. But then... One of his friends FOLLOWS me to the library when I went with my two friends and said "I don't know what you said to Brent, but he looks like he's about to cry right now. You're gonna need to call him to sort some shit out" He was lying the whole time, and was just attempting to get a rise out of me. I saw brent not even 45 minutes later and he was laughing with his friends. He probably was just relieved to see the back end of me. And frankly, so am I. I had no problem with the conversation. I'm just thinking that it's so fucking unfair that I have to put up with people trying to get a rise out of me all the time. It's happened for years and I just never got over it. I don't get why I have to scared to walk in certain places in fear that someone will try and talk to me. It's hell. Exams are a pain in the rear end, and my anxieties about them and the events surrounding are making my brain feel like it's in a compressor. My cohort is a large pain. We got our butts handed to us by the Head Principal, and now we have to carry around this stupid piece of paper which we must recite from if we are beign troublesome in class. In my opinion. It's just a waste of paper, and all the teachers are getting out of it are a large amount of jokes and parody versions going around, known as the 5 commandments. I'm a generally good kid, and so are the minority of my cohort, so it's kind of stupid to make us carry around a stupid piece of paper that should "dominate our behaviour on campus." What a load. Has anyone got any tips for calming down exam stress and/or just stress in general? Sorry this was so long. I'm a bit frustrated tonight.

blobby · ‎10-05-2019

hey @spacejam ! welcome to the party (although I must admit i'm not here a lot to keep it going haha) ! I love the gif choice by the way! Spirited Away is one of my top five favourite movies! I see with your favourites you're certainly going with the crunchy side of things, which I love! Can't say no to fried chicken and maltesers! Frozen berries is a good alternative to chips and stuff like that. Try frozen grapes! they are crunchy on the outside and are like sorbet on the inside! yummo! Never tried durian before, and do not intend to either. I'm not really a fan of beef jerky. My friends absolutely love it, and my friend (we'll call her christine) brings it to school whenever she can. I guess I'm kind of left out on that one :) I am so with you on the sushi thing, It needs some flavour or its plain nasty :) I have personally never tried vegan recipes, but it's defintely something I would try :) lovely to hear your response! love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎04-05-2019

@LovesFood we all gotta love food! I love your username! donuts are a lifesaver - literally they are the shape of a life saver ring. i dislike avocado, but ginger in asian chicken wings in really quite good! your ice cream sounds AWESOME! love and hugs, blobby

blobby · ‎04-05-2019

@gina-RO who doesn't love a cheese board ? never particularly enjoyed fish either - its got a thing about it. its good that you are not all for the plastic and pacgain rubbish. I always use reusable containers and drink bottles for meals throughout the day :) I love miso suop as well! without tofu - it has the texture of soggy bread to me (or maybe I'm just annoying and picky hehe) would love to hear about your ice cream bathtub too! love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎04-05-2019

@mspaceK I like the sound of the veggie burger! Might have to give it a whirl! I'm totally with you on not liking the smell of anything fishy :( Seaweed's not a favourite of mine either - i eat sushi occasionally as I mentioned :) Your ice cream bathtub sound so good! Mind if I join? love and hugs, blobby :)

blobby · ‎04-05-2019

Everything Everything! The movie was so well constructed around the book! I've also read Before I Fall - the movie was nothing compared to the book; a bit disappointing I must say.

blobby · ‎04-05-2019

@mspaceK Vraiment! C'est tres bien! Duolingo is so helpful with just reinforcing stuff we do in my class!

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