I'm sad, I feel numb. I'm worthless, I feel like I'm a terrible person. I don't know what to do anymore. I hurt all over and I shouldn't, I feel like I'm drowning. 

This place sucks. 

It's fun to need help but have nowhere to access it. I don’t know what to do anymore. 

https://youtu.be/W4OG7O8B0C8