@Jay-RO ,yes it is when i found out he dosen't like me. yes i do he is my ex and m male best friend ... View more

listen to your favorite music  ... View more

@Esperanza67  i would try but i like kinda have a crush on him and i have trouble talking to him & he never takes anything seroiuosly ... View more

@Esperanza67, he is even more depressed than i am ... View more

@Asche  yes she is still canceling on me. im thinking of getting a new one, and i don't want meds because i want to get through it on my own.   feelin:  invisible, and down all the time exept when i'm with a certen friend  ... View more

no she tryed to put me on meds but i said no she keeps trying tho ... View more

@Jess1-RO  my family is makeing me see a psychiatrist, but no i don't trust her. but yesi have talked to her bout coping  ... View more

@Puppies026  yea sometimes talk to a friend too the funny thing is i trust him the most but hes my ex lol. okay my unhealthy coping forms that take the pain away, my way is usually to cause more pain (physical pain). so yes there just a little unhealthy. ... View more

@statuscaring ,i listen to anything but most(i only like 2 country singers)  country and (only new Orleans jazz)  jazz. i love heavy metal, pop, kpop, and love love love rock. Zombie is a Australian staffy pup. i sometimes  draw my emotions apart from that anything usually females, if you gave me a topic id draw it, but yeah i draw anything. what do you draw? ... View more

 @statuscaring  and @WheresMySquishy, i will try some of these things, thankyou ... View more

@Bee, yes i have a few strategies to relax. i listen to music, talk and spend time with my dog Zombie, i draw, and read & sing. but someone could say i have a few unhealthy ways to relax too ... View more

hi, @Jay-RO  i geuss its family problems, school stress, relationship issues and the fact im meant to be seeing a psychologist but she keeps canceling  ... View more

Welcome @I-am-real to reachou ... View more

To Everyone who suffers or has suffered a disorder of some kind from depression to anxiety to bipolar disorder, anorexic and all the others never stop fighting   ... View more

Touche @mspaceK  im going to do homework so bye bye ... View more

least you have control. i cant even control my mental state ... View more

thank you, if i said everything thats wrong in my life id have pages and pages  @mspaceK  ... View more

how do i feel today? um... i feel like a 16yo unwanted and unloved family outcast witch is what i am haha...ill explane in a question    Ok so..is a family outcast a member of the family who seems invisible but can be there but not there at the same time when the family is out somewhere? and she is ether not there or the photo is taken twice one without them?  i was looking through the family photo albums (all three of them all full and my step mom is making a forth atm) and its full of photos of the family  and there are none of you theirs my dad, Step mom, and 3 Step sisters. they all look so happy in there perfect little family without me. is that invisible or what? i could vanish into thin air run away or die and they wouldn't notice or care. well that's a millimeter of my brain on  the table. ... View more

Hi. How are you ... View more

Heyy ill chat ... View more

Hello, my Boyfriend broke up with me yesterday and i need someone to distract me ... View more

um...ok update on my five things: 1.My now Ex-Boyfriend broke up with me yesterday. Why?. well cause of a friendship with someone who has been there and supported me all the way through my depression and anxiety. and my friend (it is a guy BTW) & i have have a very relaxed friendship. 2. i love coffee!!!!! 3.i live on a farm  4.i  love anime (i think i said this one in another post lol) 5.and i LOVE FISHING ... View more

1. i love reading on the porch 2.  i own 2 dogs  3. i like anime 4. i LOVE boots and shoes but i don't like wearing them 5.i am getting a free tattoo for my 18th ... View more

heyy,   5 things bout me ok 1. i have brown hair and Hazel eyes 2. i have 2 dogs 3. i'm Gothic 4. i sleep with a plush dog named chilly 5. i LOVE paranormal romance books ... View more