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333 · ‎23-09-2020

Great!! I don’t know how I’m going to feel about it in the future but it’s great now. I’ve just been struggling with different problems for some time now. I’ve even been in mental hospital in the past few weeks and I’m still suicidal but that’s a different story. The point is that I’m scared that this situation doesn’t bother me that much at the moment because it’s only a small part of my current struggles and when those other things go away I’ll realise that it’s bigger and more traumatic than I thought.

333 · ‎23-09-2020

It’s okay. I’ve decided to call to that friend today and realized that it was not a good idea because it all came back and I started feeling bad again. So I’m not going to be contacting them ever again, for my own good.

333 · ‎13-09-2020

I’m trying to understand it’s not my fault but it’s hard. This forum really helps me. The only reason why I feel like it’s my fault is because I could’ve said no and I didn’t. Sure I said I’m too drunk and me falling asleep and vomiting could make that person think that perhaps I’m not in the right state for anything sexual but I just didn’t say a clear “No”.

333 · ‎13-09-2020

I haven’t yet but I’m definitely going to. I’m a little bit scared because I know it’s not going to be an easy conversation.

333 · ‎13-09-2020

I got really really drunk yesterday with my friend that I’m not really attracted to. It was all fine at first but when I was so drunk I was almost asleep she started making out with me and kissing my neck and touching me. I didn’t want it all to happen but I didn’t know what to do. I just couldn’t think clearly in the state I was in. For a sec I thought maybe if I bit her tongue she’d leave me alone but I was scared she would throw me out of her house and I wouldn’t be able to find a way back home. I feel really uncomfortable, disgusted and anxious about what happened. Is there a way I could get over it?

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