It sucks that you're feeling lonely. I'm glad you've joined our forum though because our users are often very supportive and offer great advice on how to make friends.
Is that what you're looking for? Ways to make new friends? I'd encourage you to elaborate on what you're wanting exactly so that users know how to better help you. I only suggest you do this to maximize your chances or receiving good quality support.
Also, since you're a new user, please read our guidelines here. We tend to share these guidelines with new users to ensure everyone is using the forum correctly