Hey @Jesssister2001, that is some pretty rough stuff that you have been able to get off your chest. I think you write really well and have been able to paint a picture of how you have been feeling lately. Writing can be a great way to give our feelings a tangible form so we can then process and work through our troubles. How did you feel after writing the poem?
All of what you mentioned sounds like it is a lot to deal with and has been going on for some time.. I am wondering if you have spoken to anyone about these feelings? Do you have anyone to support you?