Hey there @Kikigameslife and welcome to ReachOut,
I'm sorry to hear that things have been tough for you lately, it can be difficult to deal with anxiety and worrying thoughts.
We have a great post in another thread by @gina-RO that might be helpful for you to read over here.
When we're struggling, it can be really helpful to reach out and find support. This can be from family, friends or professional support. We have a huge list of articles on support over here that might be helpful for you to read.
I've also sent you an email, so please keep an eye out on the email you registered with 🙂